*heart* Reik *heart*

Me duele amarte 
Los sueños que eran para ti  
Se pierden con cada palabra  
Con cada momento que espere vivir 

Me duele mas imaginar 
Que tu te vas y dejaras  
Detras de ti
Tu ausencia en mis brazos  

Me duele tanto sospechar  
Que ni tu sombra volvera  
Para abrigar 
Mi alma en pedazos

 

[...]

Me duele aquel Abril  
Cuando te vi
Por vez primera y dije que eras para mi 
Me duele amarte tanto

--
Me Duele Amarte by Reik

What about...me?

What about everything?
What about aeroplanes? 

And what about ships that drank the sea?

What about...
What about the moon and stars? 

What about soldier battle scars?
And all the anger that they eat

What about...

What about aliens? 

What about you and me? 

And what about gold beneath the sea?
What about....

What about when buildings fall? 

What about that midnight phone call?
The one that wakes you from your peace

Well I am not, I am not, I am not in need

--
What About Everything? by Carbon Leaf

...

I wanna sing a song, that’d be just ours

But I sang them all to another heart

And I wanna cry, I wanna fall in love

But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love

All my tears have been used up

On another love, another love

All my tears have been used up

On another love, another love

All my tears have been used up

--
Another Love by Tom Odell

And don't ever stop

Live high

Live mighty

Live righteously

Taking it easy

Live high, live mighty

Live righteously

 

--
Live high by Jason Mraz

Decisions decisions

Propped up by lies with promises 

Saving my place as life forgets 

Maybe it's time I saw the world 

I'm only here for a while 

But patience is not my style 

And I'm so tired that I gotta go

 ... 

I'm over existing in limbo  

I'm over the myths and placebos  

I don't really mind if I just fade away*

--
* Zzyzx Road by Stone Sour

Late

I never should'a let her go
So many things I should'a let her know
Should'a held her in my arms said baby no, please wait
I woke up to find, she had changed her mind
I'd run out of time, 'bout a million kisses too late.

I let her walk away, I lost it all that day
Don't make the same mistake

-- 
* A Million Kisses Late by Matt Dusk

Not a mistake

Los errores no se eligen

para bien o para mal

no fallé cuando viniste... y tu, y tu

no quisiste fallar

...

Tengo una mala noticia

no fue de casualidad

yo quería que nos pasara... y tu, y tu

lo dejaste pasar

...

Y nada nada de esto

nada de esto fue un error (nada) oh oh

nada fue un error

nada de esto fue un error oh oh

nada fue un error (y nada)*

--
* Nada Fue Un Error by Coty, Julieta Venegas y Paulina Rubio

Until...

This is how it works

You're young until you're not

You love until you don't

You try until you can't

You laugh until you cry

You cry until you laugh

And everyone must breathe

Until their dying breath*

-- 
* On The Radio by Regina Spektor

Run away! Run away!!!

And maybe I'll find out

A way to make it back someday

To watch you, to guide you

Through the darkest of your days.

If a great wave shall fall

And fall upon us all

Well, then I hope there's someone out there

Who can bring me back to you.

If I could, then I would

I'll go wherever you will go

Way up high or down low

I'll go wherever you will go

Run away with my heart

Run away with my hope

Run away with my love

I know now, just quite how

My life and love might still go on

In your heart, in your mind

I'll stay with you for all of time.* 

-- 
*  Wherever You Will Go by The Calling

Learning...the hard way

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
Made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands

* Love Song by Sara Bareilles

A singular fear *tears*

Settle down, it'll all be clear
Don't pay no mind to the demons
They fill you with fear
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found

Just know you’re not alone
Cause I’m going to make this place your home*

--

* Home by Phillip Phillips

I surely hope so

When you find it in your heart

Look this way and I'll never stop

When you can't find what words to say

I'll know what you mean anyways

...

I tell you somebody knows what you're talking about
I tell you somebody knows
I tell you somebody knows what you're talking about
I tell you somebody knows

And I'll do it again, oh, I would gladly do it
Oh, I'll do it again, oh, again now, oh, I would gladly do it
Oh, I'll do it again, oh, I would gladly do it
Oh, I'll do it again, ooh, I would gladly, gladly do it*

--

* Talking About by Susan Tedeschi

Love is the answer

A poco no está duro pa' ti
Pa' que sigues así
Sí aquí estoy yo

Nunca te haz sentido que ya
parece el final
Pues fijate en mí
Tú encontrarás contestación

Fijate en ti
Muy dentro de ti
Tú vas a encontrarme a mi
Para darte amor*

 
--
* Contestacion by Los Lonely boys

Have you FELT music on your skin?! I did! Tonight!

Save me from this prison
Lord help me get away
Cause only you can save me now
From this misery
Cause I've been lost in my own place
And I'm getting' weary
How far is heaven
And I know I need to change
My ways of livin'
How far is heaven, Lord can you tell me*

--
*  Heaven by Los Lonely Boys  

I wanna go!

I wanna go to Marz

Where green rivers flow

And your sweet sixteen is waiting for you after the show

I wanna go to Marz

We'll meet the gold dust twins tonight

You'll get your heart's desire, I will meet you under the lights*

--

* I Wanna Go To Marz by John Grant

Honored

And all I can say

Is you blow me away

Like an apple on a tree

Hiding out behind the leaves

I was difficult to reach

But you picked me

Like a shell upon a beach

Just another pretty piece

I was difficult to see

But you picked me

Yeah you picked me*

--

* You Picked Me by A Fine Frenzy

Chills & Tears

* "If I Be Wrong" by Wolf Larsen

Ugh! Didn't need to hear this one today

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me*

--

* My Immortal by Evanescence 

C'mon! Let's dance!

C'mon Doll by My Goodness

Mary's shame...and redemption

The room grew still
As she made her way to Jesus
She stumbles through the tears that made her blind
She felt such pain
Some spoke in anger
Heard folks whisper
There's no place here for her kind
Still on she came
Through the shame that flushed her face
Until at last, she knelt before his feet
And though she spoke no words
Everything she said was heard
As she poured her love for the Master
From her box of alabaster

And I've come to pour
My praise on Him
Like oil from Mary's alabaster box
Don't be angry if I wash his feet with my tears
And I dry them with my hair
You weren't there the night He found me
You did not feel what I felt
When he wrapped his love all around me and
You don't know the cost of the oil
In my alabaster box*

--
* Alabaster Box by Cece Winans
**  This song has been cathartic for me for a few years now.  I heard it yesterday and thought about posting it but decided against it.  It was serendipity...as I was going to be needing it tonight after receiving an email that tore my heart up yet again.  I need love wrapped around me. Seriously! Something's gotta give.