Late

I never should'a let her go
So many things I should'a let her know
Should'a held her in my arms said baby no, please wait
I woke up to find, she had changed her mind
I'd run out of time, 'bout a million kisses too late.

I let her walk away, I lost it all that day
Don't make the same mistake

-- 
* A Million Kisses Late by Matt Dusk

Surrender

Time ain't on our side
Don't want to leave this world
With why didn't I?
Why didn't I?
Yeah why didn't I?

Sometimes I take on this world by myself
Thinking I got all the answers
Don't need anybody's help
Well God was right there waiting for me all along
To fall down on my knees surrender all
Things that matter
Things that don't*
~ * ~

*Things That Matter by Rascal Flatts

Everything that goes up, must come down

Who said that? I don't know. But it's true. So yesterday ended on a low note despite having seen close friends and had some great fun. Today hasn't gotten any better. My low mood is circumstantial and not at all biological in nature (note: I'm not bipolar and I didn't go off my meds. Actually, I don't take meds.) This is all I have for now. Thanks for reading.

I'll leave you with some great lyrics:

Time
heals all wounds
but who can heal
who can heal time?
...

I flipped the hour glass
every time an hour passed
looking back at our past
I see that time is moving fast

The fabric of the universe
that catches every man
who walked around thinking
he had the world in his hands

I don't have it to waste
I don't have it to spare
I would like to spend my time
not having to care

Song title: Time
By: Fat Daddy Has Been
P.S. This song has the best trumpet solo of the entire CD.