You are my lunacy *Sigh*

They’ve called the doctors
Today’s the day
I’ve lost it finally
And they’re putting me away

They tried to steal my thoughts
And all my memories of you
But I clung tight to them
Because I always knew

That a million men in their bright white jackets
Could never erase you from my mind
But when they bring me back to you
And tell you that I’m shiny new
The girl that you see may not be me*

--

* Bright White Jackets by April Smith

** Thank you BFF for this beautiful song

The hard part

Todo se derrumbó dentro de mí, dentro de mí
Hasta mi aliento ya me sabe a hiel, me sabe a hiel
Mira mi cuerpo como se quiebra
Mira mis lágrimas como no cesan por ti*

(Everything crumbled inside of me, inside of me
Even my breath is bitter, is bitter

Watch how my body breaks down
Watch how my tears for you don't cease) **

-- 

* Todo Se Derrumbo by Emmanuel

** Translation by me

Together again *happy sigh*

I've longed for you

And I have desired

To see your face, your smile

To be with you wherever you are

Remembering

Your touch

Your kiss

Your warm embrace

I'll find my way back to you

Please say you'll be waiting

Together again

It would feel so good to be

In your arms

Where all my journeys end

If you can make a promise

If it's one that you can keep

I vow to come for you

If you wait for me

And say you'll hold

A place for me

In your heart*

--
* The Promise by Tracy Chapman

My kind of love: Defiant & Unapologetic!

 They'll try to brake up our romance,
They didn't stand a chance.

We have the kind of love that so strong,
We'd be together from now on...

They´ll say that gossip comes from the devil's workshop,
And only true love can make it stop...

I´am gonna keep on, I´am gonna on loving you!
Till the day that I die...

Oh they'll envy us, of everything that we do.

But I wanna say it's wonderful -
When you love someone,
and that someone and that someone really loves you.*

--

* Let Them Talk by Hugh Laurie

The giddiness has started! Oh YAY!!!

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes 

I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Where ever you go*

--

* Bubbly by Colbie Callat

Found!

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
painted faces, fill places I can't reach

You know that I could use somebody...
you know that I could use somebody...

Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
countless lovers undercover of the streets

You know that I could use somebody...
you know that I could use somebody...

Someone like you*

--
* Use Somebody by Kings of Leon

A different kind of high..no falling...no crash

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry
Never again
Broken down in agony
And just trying to find a friend

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?*

--

* Sober by P!nk 

** An addiction to an emotional high obtained through maladaptive behaviors can be very difficult to break. Fortunately, those behaviors can be modified while obtaining the same high...without the crash of guilt.  It's not easy, but better than the crying and agony.