Pain Pain Pain

Touch me and then turn away  

Put your hands into the flame 

Tell me if you feel this pain  

'cause I don't want to be your ball and chain
 

I just can't keep hanging on  

To you and me  

I just don't know what is wrong 

With you and me  

With you and me*

--

* Hanging On by Active Child

Fuckin' perfect...and what for?

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood,
Miss, no it is all good, it didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing,
Under-estimated, look I'm still around. *

--
* Fuckin' Perfect by P!nk

Ah, melancholia *sigh*

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song, killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words, killing me softly with his song *

--
* Killing Me Softly by The Fugees ft. Lauryn Hill

Buyer beware...of me ;)

You'll get no answer from me
About what I want or what I get
Brave enough to speak, afraid to see
Confuse the issue til you forget
And I've tried
To finally decide
Why
I'm in your face

And if you can't already tell
I am unable to let things go
I'm told I do it very well
But more important you should know
That all the same
You've got no one to blame
But yourself
If you call that a waste

Cause it ain't me
That's been hurting you inside
And if you've learned
You'll know much more than I
That you're gonna have to go and find it
You'll have to dig beneath the ground
You'll have to unearth every ugly stone
That kept you on your own
And simply put them down
You're gonna have to look around*

--
* Look Around by Blues Traveler

Oh...this time it's really gonna suck *sigh*

Let me fall
Let me climb
There’s a moment when fear
And dreams must collide

Someone I am
Is waiting for courage
The one I want
The one I will become
Will catch me

So let me fall
If I must fall
I won’t heed your warnings
I won’t hear them*

--
* Let Me Fall by Josh Groban

Day after day after day ad nauseum (literally)

And know I will impale her like a knife
Leave her twisting day after day after day of a very short life
with me

Hahahahaaa!

Listen now closely and hear how I've planned it
Please let me tell you just how it will be
She'll feel the pain but she won't understand it
She'll think it's her fate but we'll know it's me

And know I will impale her like a knife
Leave her twisting day after day after day of a very short life
with me

So let me know have I been clear
That I will magnify each cut and every bruise
And every single childhood tear*

--
* Misery by Trans-Siberian Orchestra

A gift from NPR

I could say it but you won't believe me
You say you do but you don't deceive me
It's hard to know they're out there
It's hard to know that you still care

I could say it but you won't believe me
You say you do but you don't deceive me
Dead hearts are everywhere
Dead hearts are everywhere

Did you touch them?
Did you hold them?
Did they follow you to town?
They make me feel I'm falling down
They make me feel I'm falling down*

--
* Dead Hearts by Stars

There is pain...and then there is pain

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase*

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* My Immortal by Evanescence