A different kind of high..no falling...no crash

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry
Never again
Broken down in agony
And just trying to find a friend

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?*

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* Sober by P!nk 

** An addiction to an emotional high obtained through maladaptive behaviors can be very difficult to break. Fortunately, those behaviors can be modified while obtaining the same high...without the crash of guilt.  It's not easy, but better than the crying and agony.